So.. lately i have been getting sleep.. or rather sometimes sleeping between 3-8 hours a night.. waking up tired more so then what i went to bed as.. i don’t know wethere that’s because im working alot or i am thinking about work to much.. but its startign to effect my health quite severly… i am getting a cold on and off.. sneezing alot and feeling like absolute garabage..

My lovely gf brightens my day in the afternoon and in the morning on Tuesday’s when we are on the train together making it a wondeful way to end the day but by the time i get home around 7/9pm i am a train wreck.. all i feel like doing is sleeping. yet i still wake up just ast tired as i went to bed..

So.. i have a few things to look foward to at least

Long weekend i have rented a cabin up @ Greenwell point :D, goign to have an absolute blast up there with my lady sleep relax sun.. swim?

Possibly going Canoing as i found out tonight soon.. and also might be going to Jambaroo somtime..

On work wise.. my mailserver is stable as ever.. one of my clients whom’ i just migrated over has had a few problems which has left me in the dark a little bit to as of why.. and i have planned to do some work around Christmas so that i still have money in the back to put away for and spend on a few things.. with Christmas fast approaching it is the first year since i left school that i have had a real job with real responsablities and and real and truely lovely lady, and in all honesty it is scaring me out of my pants.. i don’t want to put a foot wrong yet i am not entirely sure what foot to put right.. I am sure that it will work out for the best and for us all.. but at the momment life is confusing buys and tiring..

I love my lady she is my light to my dark hours of my day and a shining beacon at night..

I know that i havne’t written much.. but i am tired and sleepy…

P.S. i am currently offering webmail.. scalix webmail at that.. differnet to gmail and so forth.. with imap/pop3/smtp with ssl as well.. please send an email to free-mail@ahbit.net . The reason i am doing this? so that i can get a decent load on my server with mail to see how it runs and what i needs to run with a heavy load and so forth.. the server will get backed up eveynoe and then however i take no responabilities for any lost emails of course, these accounts are free.. i also host domains as well (mail) i am not a spam service nor do i want to be one.. however i will host your mail free.. i also don’t have storage space limits..

Andrew

So yea; it has been a while since i posted.. and now that firefox likes wp and opera hates it well that makes my life even more fun

So; lately i have had a few problems with my clients i look after.. i have hd to pull a few late nighters and fixup lappys at home for family.. and as well try and get togethr a new server for a client and also find time to get rego and insurance on my car.

The lack of sleep lately has been slowly eating at me and my brain.. right now i have had around 6 horus sleep.. night before 5, 1,4,4.. and the plan is to do some more late work tonight and driving.. woo

Girl Friend has been awesome, has supported me in everyway to be honest last weekend.. was fucking amazing and a blast… it was some great quality and resting time and gave me back and brain a rest.. i love my lady dearly

so now.. as i am at work i should make this post brief as i have alot of things to fix and migrate

Laters

So;

Its a monday again… and though after all i have been through this last week and weekend.. i feel like crashing down and crying..eh i don’t care to be called emo.. tbh i wish i could cry more easily and stop myself from stopping myself cry.. so.. last week.. around Tuesday.. i found out that it was the engage conference on the weekend…, so i was like ok… hmmm gf freaked out a little, understablly i was a little worried myself and hoping that it would be a bit of a break. On top of that.. i got my rego papers and had ot get the car rego’d… so on Thursday i dropped it off for rego.. and i couldn’t see my love because i had to pick up my car early… so i picked it up thinknig ok maybe $500… turned out i needed @ least 1 new tire, and maybe a new steering rack (1000-2000) just to past rego.. i was like :| then i went all weird and retarded on msn with gf and made stuff messy in my head again not thinking to straight…

Then as i was heading up to the conference on Friday night… driving up myself due to work and so forth.. i thought ok ill get tires done at least… normally $120/tire.. for cheapies… luckly i got them cheap and good tires for $90/tire.. that was the good part of the day.. then i got home.. had to pack the bag… then i drove off to see the Gf before i left for the conferance..

To be honest.. i was crapping myself that in now 4 months that we have gone out.. we have never had a weekend apart… I didn’t know how she would take it… and i didn’t know how i would take it.. i knew that the group i was going with.. rather the few main ppl there looked down on my relationship harsly judging.. only one of them a mate of mine had any right to..but those… after the massivel ong drve.. me stocking up on v i arrived.l. i found out that the main reason  why i was going.. to see old mates from church.. that 2 of them were leaving Sat night… when saturday came around, for the night session i was tired and sleepy.. luckily we had a seat at the back so i could play with my iphone and sleep a little… the talk was boring and usless to my brain… so later that night my mates packed.. i almost left with them if it wasn’t for my other mates there… we had a chat about someone.. and were sorta bagsin’ him out a bit.. but to be fair.. he has been fair ly harsh and upsetting to alot of people in the church and doesn’t know how to do things or aproach them the right way… Sunday came around… i was missing my lady, glad that she went out a bit and had fun on Saturday :).. Sunday was different.. Mark really had me captivated with what he had to say.. kept on refering to Sheep and Shepards… and how they look after  their flock and that the wolves aren’t just wolve’s that sometimes they are sheep… and sometimes they become sheep.. And Don, also had me captivated.. to be honest i can’t remember what about though i did take notes on the iphone.. I was glad to get home and see my lady even though i flailed quite a bit… it was still an ok night.. but like tonight.. i am buggered and completetly tired… tonight/today was 4 months today.. we went out after work to the city.. had a beatiful dinner at City Extra and then wandered around the harbour… i love her dearly i love you Hurrem…

Anyway all before i get all soppy and sappy good night

Andrew

So;

Thee last few days/weeks, have been interesting.. i mangaed to break my mailbox completely rebuild it twice, spend time with gf.. quality time awesome time:), i have finally managed to break free of dreamhost and at this point have migrated my blog over to my slice all working excellently with virtualhosts on apache.. I am very pleased with my effort and admit i broke apache a little bit but it is working so i can live with that.. work has been ok , not to boring and a little challangaing.. sent of my first lot of invoices the other day.. was sorta proud of myself but yea, atm im am just hanging out to see my love also i am on facebook now its not to bad caught up with all my old mates and stuff… Got car Rego coming up.. gonna be fooking expensive heh oh well..

So in IT wise, i have my eye on a few servers, i want to run at home to replace my old and dying boxes to power stuff.. my lappy is going strong with ubuntu and kontact.. ive been pretty lazy in testing stuff but ill get back on track eventually.. im at a point where i am happy and content, where i don’t have time but i do in regards to doing stuff… anywho can’t wait for the weekend already so much crap to do.. so little time to do it in these days..

Andrew