Andrboot's Stuff

So; I know very few people read this.. I guess this is for the person that I am still thinking about alot.. Whom which isn't talking to me or contacting me. heh i deserve it thats for sure. I have been thinking alot lately, though uni wokr is chewing up my time/clock everyday I seem to remember things, times/days with Hurrem and it still hurts so bad and cuts me deep. Not because of anything she did to me or anything.. all bad on my end. So hopefully today I will have the engery to do stuff.. due to me not sleeping last night.. starting to realise that for some stupid reason @ 21 my body can't handle it.. that hurts. So I guess im just winging and whining.. I miss her lovely big smile, her open arms at the end of a day.. her smile and knowing that she is next to you when you wake up and go to bed.. sure there was bad moments and bad times.. thats normal in relationship. If you don't talk them out then.. they just build up - something i dind't do often enough.. or not at all My stupid laptop's screensaver keeps on flicking through the old photo's of us. Every photo I see how happy we were and how much we enjoed ourselves.. then i look at my life now. Balanced delicately on a bunch of threas to scared/worried that I will rock the boat or fall so i don't do much else. I thought i was moving ahead in my walk with Christ.. i have somewhat interrupted that/delayed it to the point i am confused again. Anywho My brain spew.. or some of it Andrew